Monday, September 24, 2012
I guess it is very easy to sink into a pool of insecurity and self-doubting here, where everyone is so much more talented and intelligent and well-spoken and confident. Especially because there is a lot less structure now and expectations are much more unclear, there is no way I can be really "exam-smart" any more. Well, I keep telling myself to focus on the fact that God has led me here for a purpose and He will make my paths straight. The struggle to the "top" of anything is so tempting but I guess it will never satisfy anyone, even me. So God please quiet this flailing heart and help me remember that You are so much more than enough for me (you are my provider of all that I need).